Distraught

I am planning to update my blog about the events happening to me for the past few days. But, out of the sudden, I really really have no mood to blog about the past events anymore (maybe some other day). I'm not sure what stirring inside my mind or what the hell am i thinking about, there's only one thing I'm positively sure is I'm feeling distraught right now. The reason is unknown, though I'm still cracking my head thinking and figuring what the hell is going wrong with me. I seriously in need of resting right now. Ron said I've been acting abit obsess and I'm pushing myself too hard. I really don't know why, and I afraid what he said was somehow true. I was hesitated to blog about my feelings actually cause I scared it might cause sensitivity. I hate to say this but I think I will be locking myself up and refrain myself from going out or what. I just don't have the mood. I need to think deep. I need to rest. I need to unclutter all the clutter again....again and again....But this time, what clutter it would be? I'm not sure, I'm not sure about myself, I'm not sure about everything anymore. I think I'm going crazy soon.. =(



-Feeling so bluee right now, no one can help me-
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I like to quote a phrase from Ron

" If you hold on too strong, the chocolate will melt"

-Will update soon-

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HA HA HA I know you miss me :D




Okay, as per requested by Elysia, this is the recent picture of me and my new fringe. SWT.
(yay i smile so happielyyy) Sigh, the fact that I'm not that happie at all. Probably frustrated again when Dad started to nag nag nag nag...........................nonstop. Sigh. (what have I done wrong??)


Suddenly realized that my fringe looks cacated. It kinda crooked and slanted to one way.. to the...erhh..left...right..yeah right..hmm=.=" I'm gonna trim it again 2mr..haiz....


Before I end this post, let me enclose one song that I heard over Channel [V] today. I think the melody of the song quite nice lor...hmmm


Jerry言承旭-在KTV說愛你MV




＜在KTV说爱你＞
词：瑞业/陈舒宁 曲：陈威全

朋友似乎有意不提起 原来你 在这里
我的微笑太久没练习 也许你 已忘记
微亮灯光下的你还是一样美丽
有没有一首K歌可以给我勇气
说句 对不起

麦克风在其它人手里 遥控器 传给你
我点的歌慢慢往上移 越靠近 越犹豫
不是唱到一半的我假装忘旋律
只是写词人太细腻描述我和你
过去 揪着我的心

我的爱 回不去
我只能在KTV说爱你
散场之后抱着影子哭泣

我的爱 播不停
同一首歌还在悼念爱情
只是现在你的眼睛 最远的距离

麦克风在其它人手里 遥控器 传给你
我点的歌慢慢往上移 越靠近 越犹豫
不是唱到一半的我假装忘旋律
只是写词人太细腻描述我和你
过去 揪着我的心

我的爱 回不去
我只能在KTV说爱你
散场之后抱着影子哭泣





-Will update soon-

06.07.09 Monday

Well, yesterday was very boring. I spent the whole day or afternoon reading these stuff.

LOL. I was very very very frustrated with my little brother's stuff yesterday and how my parents and my little brother reacted upon my expectation. I really hate staying at home, you will get scolded for nothing and doing things which you are not..okay maybe abit responsible about. Parents were too highly depending on me I guess, so is this a good thing?? I wonder=.="




And just when I craved for going out..to sneak some time out of this prison at home, suddenly Hung ajak me for breakfast today last night!! O-M-G my saviour!!! LOLS!! It's been a long time since I ate breakfast, and ate breakfast together with my buddies!!




At Tabuan Laru here. Guess whose hand is this? Muahahhaha XD
Well, Hung told me everyone is going to the breakfast except TP, but suddenly last minute yling headache and then stella need to go down to the shop..aihsss...=.=" So ended up me, elysia, BOB, Hung and Chris ngeheheheheh XD We bumped tiok Eric and Lionel Fong. OMFGGGG, Eric messaged my bro telling him "eh I saw ur sis Paktoh" Oh my goddddddd!!! Where is my paktoh partner le?? =_________="




our drinks :D




Elysia's Kueh Chap XD




Hung's Claypot mee!




My kolo meepok as usual! Hmmm well nothing special about the food here..it's kinda common.



So next is! Tada~~~~~~~~


me and elysia! Hahaha okay we both looked weird in this pic=.=" I think its our fringe problem. Mine too long, hers too short..ROFLLLLLLL




Hung and me!! As usual she won let me took her pic=.=" Why so shyyyyyyyyy??? ROFLLLL
Well, it's very entertaining to watch Hung argued with BOB over the table. MWAHAHAHAH! After breakfast, they all went paktoh home I guess! Since it was too early, so I went to window shopping alone. Okay, my initial intention or whatever purpose was just to do some window shopping so that I can passed my lunch time so that I no need to cook for lunch!! *evilll smirkkkk* ngehehehe XD


But le....it ended up.........sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

Okay the story is like this....

Hahah i went to try this tee! OMG the Giraffe is so cute, right right right?? HA HA HA wanted to buy...but having second thought. LOLS


Then then...Surprisingly I bumped tiok Cynthia and Cathy!!! HA HA HA what a coincidence! So along with them, I continued my window shopping. The moment I stepped into PDI, I knew it. omggggg.....



The moment I saw this stripes shirt..im so in loved with it.





yayayay~~~ Cathy, Cynthia and me!!!



Okay here comes the dilemma.


(picture from cathy) I was dilemma-ing..to buy or not to buy..to buy or not to buy....ahhhhhhhhhhhhh help me T_T
When I reached the counter, oh mannn...please kill me..I actually took out my purse and paid for this tee!! Woots~~~ please pray that I won't feel guilty or regrets aiks=.="





Wowow~ Sony VAIO laptop, Cathy's property! I like it laaa! <3




I spent a little time with them at Starbucks before going home..MUAHAHAHHA!




HA HA HA HA!!! This pic reminds me of someone's screensaver *ahem ahem*




And when I reached home, found this in the fridge. Woahh..I ate alot..I think I'm gonna gain weight soon..=(



The rest of the day was very boring because my line kept dc-ing and the server very down today. Hardly can online..aihsssss.......So i took a nap instead..who knows get scolded again...sienz......ok end of this post! (I'm trying my best to make it as short as possible dy..mami T_________T)



Phew~~~~ Will update soon!! Byeeeeeweeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~





P/s: 8th of July is reaching soon...ngeheheheh XD I just cut my fringe in the evening and its look weird now. =_________="

Crapping

I never realized that when it comes to family obligations, I'm the only one in the family who was conscious about the impact and the consequences of not doing it. And I'm the only one that was being forced to do it too. Haiya what am I blabbing about? So conflicting with my own words. I've gone through a really rough day today. I hope my Sunday's morning is not going to be ruined anymore. Sigh. Suddenly it all came to my comprehension that everyone is merely doing his or her own deeds for his or her own needs and wants. In terms of vocabulary, you can say it's 'selfish'. Yea okay this is quite a random ranting or maybe just a story, I've made a few changes on me. I've learnt to control my emotions. Although it seemed that I nearly failed in doing so. But at least I'm not that emo compared to the previous time. Hell yeah, I've learnt to view things in positive way. Someone thought me that. Sigh. Okay perhaps some of you might disagree. Okay the core reasons for this post is that, I dunno. I just feel like typing anything I want or I like. With various words and sentences scattered across just like a puzzle finding for its missing parts. SIgh, or maybe not, this is just another emotions outlet to let go of my moodiness now. To be frank, I'm feeling much better I think..yeah 'I think'.




Need to stop crapping right now. Geez.
Ignore me.

03.07.09 Friday

This is an update on yesterday's event. Sorrry I was feeling moody the whole day. It's a bad Saturday for me. I'm gonna blog about today in the next post. Thanks to someone! I felt so much better now. Wheeeeeeeeeee~~


Lalalala...YEsterday was hot. I meant in the afternoon. I walked to the parking coupon booths at waterfront there to pay my parking samans wtf?

Oh man, this reminds me of my rm300 speeding summon left unsettled there. It's so perturbing my mind alot with dad and mum's fuzzy proclamation on 'responsibilities' and being a 'good citizen' wth??




It was so hot that I went into one of the cafe along Gambier Street. I think the cafe was called 'IceAsiaShop' or something like that, I kinda not sure or remembering the exact name.




Tada! this is me. Okay, I always came here for a drink or to takeaway drinks. Yesterday I treated myself a Passion Fruit Milk Tea with Jelliessss :D




Then at night I went dinner with Yling! <3 Muahahahhhaha..was supposed to be 4 people but the other two could'nt make it so yeahh. LOL. We went Jln Song, but at last changed our mind to a place which was more indoor due to the cloudy and dark skies.



HAHAH! WO de hong shao niu rou mian!! Beef noodle. I missed beef noodle so much. I'm a beef noodle lover. Okay, not the one at open-air market type. It's this kind of type. HOHOHOHOH




Let me introduce my dinner date partner! Ms Yling!! LOLS! It's our first time @ Jadepot during night hours.





Okay this is me. Yahhh I looked different..I know I know..you can see my eyes are you not?? =.=" swts




After dinner, we went to meet a friend! HAHAHAHAHA shes back!! Okay she's back for one week already and Stella was the last person among us to know about it. It was quite a fun time chitchatting last night.



Yes yes Ms Elysia Low is back!


and
and...

the threesome :D Wth?? They all camera shy..all dunwan gimme face punya..Tsk!! =(



Well, I'm still grounded though..half grounded. Last night was an allowance because Elysia is backed in town. SObxxx..how many days to wait until I'm free again?? Sighhh...looking forward that day. ZZz

02.07.09 Thursday

Well, for your information, I was asked by mum to follow dad to ITS yesterday to collect Rex's report card wth=.="



ITS @ sekama branch. It's their open day.




reached the counter inside.



then there's a notice board publishing student's exam's paper..and omg..seriously i think I returned all my vocabulary knowledge back to my ITS tuition teachers. Some of it I don't even remember the meaning=.="




oh mannn..i missed going to tuition le..



wuhhooo~ we always run along the corridors during recess last time..or what..LOL




and they got books charity sales!!! OMG!! I couldn't stand it and bought three storybooks back home..muahahhaha :D



Anyways, the old market and old building along the Sarawak River was being wrecked down liao.
I still managed to snap some of the remnants of the building yesterday..



LOL, siksoon your old shop gone liao lor..




Sigh I thought they are going to preserve this building because it's quite historic kinda..sighhhh who knows..its gone liao i think..




Hahah finally can see Sarawak River front my shop's front view.









Today this part gone too.




Hahahah! me holding a small windmill :D





-Will update soon-

Wednesday 01.07.09

Yes, yesterday was quite happening. I went to sing k at Absolute with Stella, Tp, Yling, Hung, Mian, Jason and ZhangYi. It was cheap compared to other karaoke lounge. (Rm10 with a free drinks sing from 12pm-6pm). But the place quite small and the audio system not that good. I'm sorry but that's my own opinion. LOL. But it was a fun sing k session with them cause they are so crazy Ha Ha Ha Ha :) I like it <3



Well at night, Del brought me to Double Woodhouse Cafe (mumuxiaowu) located at Padungan there, the old Wishing Well. Hahaha I dunno why but whenever me and Del go limteh we would always bumped into Jiajun. LOL is this called "fate"?




He's trying to kek cool..




Then he kek emo...LOL (oops dun kill me for tis)




Hahaha me! <3




Hahah I like the door gift here.



Okay here comes the complaints. =.=" Well, to be frank this place didn't really meet up with our expectations. Overall the atmosphere quite nice. I have no idea about the food because basically we just ordered drinks. And I think we both ordered the wrong type of drinks. What really dissatisfied me was their poor services last night..zz


#scene 1!
eL: Erm can I know what is Hokkaido Milk Shake??
Waitress: Huh? I dunno wor..today is my first day at work..
eL: =_= owh..nvm. I think I would like to try that one.


#scene 2!
Waitress: I'm sorry but our pearl has finished. So are you guys okay with it?
DeL & eL: owhh..nvm then.


#scene 3!
Waitress: (Approaching our table with a drinks in hand) There you go.
eL: Excuse me, whose drink is this?
Waitress: Erh wait i go ask them 1st.
eL: har? =.=""
...
....(after 5 mins or so)....
....
Waitress: Here's your drink. The 1st one is him.


#scene 4!
Waitress no.2: Eh wait wait, which one serve 2nd?
eL: erh whats wrong? its this one.
Waitress no.2: I'm sorry but they made the wrong drinks. (taking my drinks away)
eL: Har?? oh ok. =.="
DeL: (showing his swt expression)



Okay we both ended up feeling abit nausea because Del's milk shake was too bitter and mine portion of milk shake was too sweeet. So in conclusion, don't order milk shake when you happen to go there. =.=" SWTS.



-Gonna update about today's outing 2mr, hey I'm half grounded LOL-



p/s: Although you might not seeing it now, but nevermind. Just take care and enjoy ur KK trip!! :D